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pedih.
sedih.
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,
keep him safe for me.
keep him strong and more stronger.
even im not there.
beside him.
even he needs me.
all i want is him.
to be safe.
so i can stay with his laugh.
his jokes.
please please.
i want to go there!
to make sure he feels calm because i knew he feel scared.sad.
i could be his shoulder to cry on.
but i cant promise to not cry.
because it hurts me to see him lying on the bed while im just sitting here without doing anything!
b, please please keep breathing and be strong!
i'll pray for you.
b, it hurts me...